Longing........
 
W e avoid and we search equally
to meet
like a warm stormy summerwind
how ever with
sharp gusty yearning.
Sometimes emptiness occures our Lifes.
For a long Time I thought
- resigned -
that's stagnation, but...
it always is
a time of maturity,
of  Longing....
 
 
A very long time my soul
remained in deep cold winter
but
spring came back
     just a moment ago.....
I sat, burned out, filled
with fear and worrys
in the lonlyness of my room...
now I feel strong arms.
 
Your longing , and mine
for me
for you.
a silver ribbon
noticcable only for both of us
thight up for a long time
- how enrichable -
I never wanted
new Love again,
but when we met
" wants "
were insignificant.
To embrace one another,
holding tight,
experiances longing.
It was awful not to feel,
it was frightening to feel death
and it's wonderful to feel
 - to feel Life -
 - to feel  , I love -
 
 
june 1998 , elfie
 
 

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